It's such a downer. But thankfully, we didn't have rain for our activities. Our sports activities played Ultimate Frisbee and Basketball and my team won in both games. Woopie!!!
I'm learning to lean on the Lord for the Gospel to be clear from the speaker and for my words about the Gospel to be clear to my campers. I started out with 5 girls, sadly, I will be ending with 4. One of my girls went home tonight. I was so upset about it. I didn't want her to go home at all.
She was such a smart girl; very observant. She was always watching me and was completely honest about things. I wanted to get inside her head so badly. She had expressed somethings to me that I will not share on here, but it broke my heart and I wanted to help her, but didn't know how. I only know that Christ can help her and I can tell her till I'm blue in the face, but it's the Holy Spirit that has to work on her heart. Well, she went home tonight and it broke my heart. I don't understand why she did, but I'm trusting the Lord that this is good and he is sovereign over it. Watching her leave and experience the helplessness and the depravity of a teenagers life without Christ made me want to pursue my calling of a high school counselor even more. I want this girl to know CHrist!!! I want her to know the hope she can have in him! I want her to be secure for heaven! I do not want Satan to win this battle!!!
Anyway, gotta jet.
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