
I just found out today that a friend from Pensacola Christian College was killed in a car accident yesterday. Her name is Janet Bauernschmitt. I can't believe that this has happened to a girl like her. She was in my collegian and we were on the soccer team together. She was bright and beautiful, godly, talented and well known with her wonderful character and a deep love for Jesus.
So many thoughts have run through my head today as I sit and think about what has happened. Thoughts that she was too young. She was supposed to get married and have children and be a missionaries wife and become an incredibly talented artist. She was supposed to live a full life bringing glory to God by meeting people with her friendliness and charm. Could this really bring God glory? As an incredibly moldable vessel has been taken out of a dieing world? Romans 8 reminds us that ALL things work together for good to those who are called according to his purpose. This will work for her good and his glory.
I took a walk to starbucks and wrote in my journal to just talk to the Lord about this. I told him that it makes me want to change the way I look at everything. It makes me want to live everyday as if it were the last, but it makes me scared. It makes me not want to waste a word or deed. It makes me want to tell a boy that I like him or tell my family that I love them or tell others about the truth of Christ so that I will never leave a word, thought, or deed undone. It makes me want to take my camera everywhere I go so I can document everything...oh wait, I do that anyway. Mostly, it makes me want to worship my Father. It makes me see his desire to have his children near him in his presence forever. It makes me want to lift up my hands and say, "Praise the Lord Almighty for the blessed news of His Son Jesus Christ to die for us so we can know and enjoy the presence of God, our Father, in eternity with Him." It makes me so grateful to know of the grace he has LOVINGLY poured out for us through his Son. It makes me stand in awe of his majesty and holiness. It's a joyful thing to know that Janet is spending her first day in the presence of the Great I Am. It makes me look forward to the day when I'll be freed from sinning. A mutual friend of ours wrote in a note that made you think about actually meeting Jesus face to face someday. Can you picture it? Wow.
The verses that I wrote about yesterday are perfect for her as she joins her loving Bridegroom. I talked to my dad today and he told me of a verse in Revelation 14 that says, "Blessed are those who die in the Lord." Truly, we are blessed to die in the Lord. To be welcomed in to an everlasting home with our Savior. To be worshipping at his throne with all the saints around. To be rejoicing at the thought of sinning no more.
Janet didn't enter death. She entered her wedding day. She joined in marriage with her bridegroom as all the saints awaited her entrance. She is in her wedding dress of pure white as the Lover of her soul has covered her with a robe of righteousness. She lived her life to adorn herself for her Bridegroom. As she entered the wedding feast, the Bridegroom rejoiced as he watched his faithful servant enter the room of his everlasting, everlasting love and comfort as he wiped away the tears from her eyes. He welcomed her with open arms as whispered in her ear as he breathed him in for the first time, "Well done, though good and faithful servant."
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